Envy

Who says that life is easy. When you need to confront so many things,some of us even suicide because cant handle their own probs. We all envy something or someone right? Now i want talk about someone. What if that someone is the person very close to you and you envy them until you are down. Before this you are the one they count on but now they are better than you,what will you do? They doesnt need you anymore. In every aspects they still good at it and can do better.

Well,when you realize it,u know that you dont belong there anymore. There is no place for you. As you are once a reliable person but now,they are the one that more realiable than you. Even others also think the same. In sports,study, name it. I dont know where is my place. Among my friend,among my family and in my life. I didnt ask for any of this to come. I am who i am and what i am. When u giving up,always know that there is someone who you can count on and is waiting for you...For those cruelty in this world,there is also nice to come. I hope all of this miserable outcomes will eventually vanish,gone from my life. As i know what i really am to become somebody that you can count on.

I dont care if you are better than me, i know there is a place for me..somewhere..I will stand back up even when im fall. I will keep on moving even you make me to stop. As i still have my soul and my heart i will be better than u,greater than you and you know how to appreciate somebody like me. When im gone one day,you will know that i already proven to you that i am worth it to be one of yours. I dont mean to brag but this is when im down. I know when im down you satisfied but no. I will not give up. Thanks to those who support me even not many but i appreciate it. Tears for the rain and the smile from the stars with moonlight shine upon you.

As i am just a substitution..i wish its not true anymore..

Dedicated to those who makes me down..