Today i received a text message from a friend of my love, she sent me a note that was written by my love. Since the day i step foot in this place i have become a monster to her and yet she stood there waiting for me. This post is the least i can do to show her that i still have her heart inside of me. I am truly apologize because i make you cry, i make you sick and i did not know that you have that kind of disease. Why wont you tell me!!!
I am very sorry because i did not do what i have promised you and i am very sorry for everything that i done. I want you to know that i still loving you just the way you are and i did not hate you! I hope you will get better soon enough because it is almost Hari Raya and we promised that we will celebrate this Raya together right? To tell you the truth you are way better than me. You are the 1st person that i met that truly understand me and yet still keep on standing beside me. That is the reason why i gave me heart to you and i wish you would never return it back to me.
I pray that you getting well everyday, i pray that you will be happy each day and eventually i pray that i could be the best to you even i know that i sometimes become a monster to you. I hope you read this i hope you know that does not matter what monster have i became, i am the monster that keeps on loving you and keeps on waiting for you. I promised you that there will be a day where i will become everything that you always wanted and will make you happy without anymore mistakes.
Do you remember this song? This song is truly for you. I am very sorry dear for everything that i caused. I can speak a lot but i can done so much less. I regret for being myself and i wish i could turn back time and just be Mr.Raen that you always know. I try to be like that again dear. i promised.. I love you always Gucci a.k.a Mrs. Raen because with you i will stand for all events and hold your hands. You know and you always know that i love you, i love you all along, i miss you, so far away too far to long.
Keeps on living dear please i beg you.. keeps on moving and keeps on loving... im here. I AM HERE FOR YOU! Hold on to me never let me go...
I am very sorry because i did not do what i have promised you and i am very sorry for everything that i done. I want you to know that i still loving you just the way you are and i did not hate you! I hope you will get better soon enough because it is almost Hari Raya and we promised that we will celebrate this Raya together right? To tell you the truth you are way better than me. You are the 1st person that i met that truly understand me and yet still keep on standing beside me. That is the reason why i gave me heart to you and i wish you would never return it back to me.
I pray that you getting well everyday, i pray that you will be happy each day and eventually i pray that i could be the best to you even i know that i sometimes become a monster to you. I hope you read this i hope you know that does not matter what monster have i became, i am the monster that keeps on loving you and keeps on waiting for you. I promised you that there will be a day where i will become everything that you always wanted and will make you happy without anymore mistakes.
Do you remember this song? This song is truly for you. I am very sorry dear for everything that i caused. I can speak a lot but i can done so much less. I regret for being myself and i wish i could turn back time and just be Mr.Raen that you always know. I try to be like that again dear. i promised.. I love you always Gucci a.k.a Mrs. Raen because with you i will stand for all events and hold your hands. You know and you always know that i love you, i love you all along, i miss you, so far away too far to long.
Keeps on living dear please i beg you.. keeps on moving and keeps on loving... im here. I AM HERE FOR YOU! Hold on to me never let me go...
