I have been longing to write for so long but I am quite busy with my holiday. The 1st week of it, I was like, "Oh, why is it so boring. Most of my friends are not yet semester break ". Now, I hope that I could turn back time and enjoy my holiday once again but what can we humans do. Time will always envy us or... are we the one envy time? This Saturday or maybe Sunday, I will be going back to my campus to start my second semester. I hope this time I can enjoy myself with studies, friends and of course the queen of my heart.The thing is that, I really miss my family and I do not want to be apart from them eventhough I spend most of my time with them. I just wish this holiday will continue.. I feel very sad and sorrow cause I did not get the chance to reunite with all my friends and with my love one as well. My final exams result is quite ok in my 1st semester. I hope I can achieve more during this semester. But.. something has been bothering me lately. Should I or should I not drop at least two subjects for this semester?
Why? This is because I want my timetable to be more relaxing and I can spend a bit more time with other stuff. I have asked a few people that I know and each and every one of them gave me different answers. In the end, it is up to me to choose what is best for me. I think, I can live with another 2 semester which total up to 7 semester I will be studying there. The thing is that, I am afraid to be alone. If i have some friends with me, then I can be in the same class as them during our 6th and 7th semester. Hurmmmm I really need someone or something to boost my spirit to choose the right way. If I do this, will I be a better person and achieve more remarkable results?
Hopefully.... but now I really miss everything.... I miss them and U ( Raen ) so much...
Love is so beautiful thing and it gives us something to remember, to do, to think even to forget. But I will never forget.
