Endless:-

Currently I am not feeling very well as my cold getting worst and I am really dizzy but I try to write because I am tired with all the burdens that I carry. The truth is that my relationship with Mrs. Gucci is getting harder and harder as we move on longer. I do not know what happen to us lately. Everything seems not working with us. There is always something to argue about and in the end we both were hurt. I do not know what happen to me. I am not blaming anyone but then again why keep on saying I do. When I want to stop the fight, why there is something more and more to fight with.

All I can say is that, I never stop giving you my heart, my love and everything that you ever wanted and I hope it is enough for you. I do not know what else could you possibly want. Even though, my headache is getting worst but I still want to finish this so I hope you will read this. I did not call does not mean I forget you or I do not care about you, I do but due to some circumstances I prefer to text you. Appreciate everything that you have even the smallest thing that you own and stop asking for more than what you should have. Even it just a text message, I still show you how much I care about you. We should not have this fight and we can be OK as we always have. Please do not think that you are the only one that make all the sacrifices while I am just sitting there and watch you do all the things that we should do together.

I cannot continue cause I am very exhausted right now. Remember and remember the things we always say to each other, nevertheless forget what we had through these years, my love for you knows no boundaries but my soul and my life are not immortal, for the times I have and for the sins I committed I despise myself.

For the people that I have hurt and I have disappoint I am truly ashamed for you to call me a friend, lover and what so ever that you can call me. I am very sorry for everything and I wish I could turn back time so I wont hurt anyone else and just be alone as what I am deserved.

True love is letting she/he goes so he/she can be happier. Now I understand what it means actually.

This songs are for you to hear if you want:
1) Staind - So far away
2) Nickelback - So far away
3) Yellowcard - Only one

Click at the title of the songs to hear the songs.