-If I say like this you can pinch me or what so ever cause I keep on telling people that we control time and not the other way around.
So for today Im gonna start with one of my goals for this year:- I will stop dwelling with the things that I can't change anymore.
For these past few years all I did was keep on taking in people's craps that they can not change due to their own flaws. They did not even try and yet they already assumed the consequences. Life is all about taking risks and chances, if you never ever try to put up with the challenges given to you, how would you gonna learn and be someone better than you have ever been?
I really hate these kind of people that keep on saying "Im sorry Im not good enough, not a good friend and etc." Well if you are not good enough, why dont you try to be better? Instead of keep blaming yourself and then repeat the same mistakes. I call it stupid.
It is not like I hate them 100% or something, I hate them for not being able to keep on trying and just gave up half the way knowing they have failed and yet they can embrace it like it was something they were destined to be. Let me tell you a story about how I try for the SUKMA's selection. I, 20 years old, and it was my first time entering such huge competition. I think that I was too old for this kind of stuff but my coach told me that I should gain the experience eventhough deep down I know I wouldnt stand a chance. It was held at Pasir Gudang Bowling, Daiman Bowling and lastly at Summit, Batu Pahat. 3 days, 3 places, 30 games!!! Do you know how crazy and tiring that was?! The first 2 days I was at the bottom in male's category. I was beaten by most of the kids below my age and even GIRLS! even the lowest ranked girl managed to score higher than me. I kept on thinking of giving up but I kept my faith high and I knew God will help me if I try my best.
On the last day, they announced that the players will be grouped based on ranks, so automatically I will be on the last lane cause Im the last. When they were announcing each player's name, suddenly during my turn, they highlighted "AND LASTLY, Abdul Rasyid..." but they didnt highlight the last girl. I could see they smirked at me. Did I gave up? No, I felt really fired up and I want to prove them that their arrogance will kill them. I know I was worst cause will you ever meet any SUKMA's selection candidates that score 100-130. Apparently you will not cause that was only me! We suppose to maintain average of 180+ and my average were 123 and 132 LMAO! Our games were divided by 2 phases, 6 in the morning and 6 more in the evening = 12 games. The first 6 games were my best! First I scored 135 and I was a bit disappointed but then I tried again and thus I managed to get 175, 192, 224, 168, and 17+. My average is 178. I returned my score sheet to the person in charged. I can see from the look on their face, they were quite shocked! HAHAHA in your face jerk! *I said to myself lah of course :D*
Then after we finished our breaks, we continued for the next round. This round I dropped a lil bit but still I kept my consistency. My scores were 150+, 190+, 170+, 150+,150+ and 134. I think so, I didnt managed to screenshot the score sheet cause my phone ran out of power. My total average for the whole 12 games if Im not mistaken was 160+. You know, the persons that laughed at me before stood behind my lane and I can see they were watching me, maybe they were thinking I was cheating. At the end of the day, my scores couldnt cover up the first 2 days but I was not at the bottom, I was number 3 from bottom which to me was quite impressive cause I practiced for only 16 days while they have been played since they were so young.
The point is you should never lose your faith and keep on trying. For 16 days I have failed and couldnt even get 150+ consistently but still I went to the tournament and tried. SO dont give excuses for the things that you know you can change and work hard, play hard, live.... well. :D
thanks for reading this long post. Here's a potato. -9Gag
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