Holiday Almost Over:-

I have been longing to write for so long but I am quite busy with my holiday. The 1st week of it, I was like, "Oh, why is it so boring. Most of my friends are not yet semester break ". Now, I hope that I could turn back time and enjoy my holiday once again but what can we humans do. Time will always envy us or... are we the one envy time? This Saturday or maybe Sunday, I will be going back to my campus to start my second semester. I hope this time I can enjoy myself with studies, friends and of course the queen of my heart.

The thing is that, I really miss my family and I do not want to be apart from them eventhough I spend most of my time with them. I just wish this holiday will continue.. I feel very sad and sorrow cause I did not get the chance to reunite with all my friends and with my love one as well. My final exams result is quite ok in my 1st semester. I hope I can achieve more during this semester. But.. something has been bothering me lately. Should I or should I not drop at least two subjects for this semester?

Why? This is because I want my timetable to be more relaxing and I can spend a bit more time with other stuff. I have asked a few people that I know and each and every one of them gave me different answers. In the end, it is up to me to choose what is best for me. I think, I can live with another 2 semester which total up to 7 semester I will be studying there. The thing is that, I am afraid to be alone. If i have some friends with me, then I can be in the same class as them during our 6th and 7th semester. Hurmmmm I really need someone or something to boost my spirit to choose the right way. If I do this, will I be a better person and achieve more remarkable results?

Hopefully.... but now I really miss everything.... I miss them and U ( Raen ) so much...
Love is so beautiful thing and it gives us something to remember, to do, to think even to forget. But I will never forget.

The Butterfly Effect :-

Last night, I watched this movie called The Butterfly Effect. First impression of this movie was it would be a comedy type of movie. Then when it keeps on going, I suddenly focused more on the storyline as it was really interesting. This movie is about a boy named Jason who frequently blackout when at peak moments or when he feels too stressful. So, when he was aware, he could not remember anything that happened during his blackout. He wrote what he could remember before and after the blackout in a journal so he could recall it when he is aware but it was a failed plan. He also has a dream girl named Kayleigh. >_<

Few years later, which he had became a college's student. He did not have that misfortune disease anymore. Until one day, when a girl that he wanted to get laid with, found his journals that he kept under his bed in his college's room. The girl asked him to read his journals and when he read it, suddenly his room began to shake and he went back to his memory that he could not remember when he was a kid. He thought that this was just a flashback until one of the memory where he dropped his cigarette on his cloth, the smoking embers left a scar near his stomach. When he woke up, he realized that he could change his past to alter his present day.
This is when the interesting parts begin....

I could write down all the story lines and spoil the movie but I think, I leave it to you guys to watch and judge this movie. I rate this movie 10/10. Why? Because this movie has three endings. YEP, it has three endings. This movie taught you that history will be repeated unless you do something to change you own history but to change a single history, you will change everything and everything in this world are connected like a line of network. In fact, I learnt that you need to value the beauty of love. This movie is so amazing that it leads to tears in my eyes.

Here is the link to download the movie (Director's cut) and its subtitle also can be found here. [MediafireLink]













DO NOT READ THIS, THIS IS MOVIE [SPOILER]!
Well I am too excited that is why i want to share with you the ending of the movie. Do not get angry with me ya, it just that this movie makes me want to shout out loud so the whole world know how great this movie is.

1st ending:
A few years after all of the sad tragedies and time traveling, Jason was talking to his mother and suddenly Kayleigh passed him by. She stopped and turned around because she felt that she kindda knows him. Jason also stopped and turned around to watch her as he could never forget her. Then, they move on while Jason can not stop thinking about her and Kayleigh still can not recall whether she knows him or not. This is kind of a sad ending cause Jason realized that all the hardships Kayleigh faced were because of him. She told him that if she move out with her mother, she would never meet Jason. That is why Jason told Kayleigh when he was in the past that, if she try to talk to him, he will murder her family. In the present, they never become friends and all of Jason' friends turned out just fine including Kayleigh.

2nd ending:
A few years after all of the sad tragedies and time traveling, Jason was talking to his mother and suddenly Kayleigh passed him by. She stopped and turned around because she felt that she kindda knows him. Jason also stopped and turned around to watch her as he could never forget her. BUT, this time, Jason smiles towards her. Then, she asked him whether they have known each other before. So, Jason asked her to have a cup of coffee together to continue the conversations and she agrees.
This is a happy ending cause hopefully they will be together again.

3rd ending ( Director's Cut only ):
This is the saddest ending ever and I cried at the end of this movie. After he was aware from his last time traveling, he woke up in a hospital. They declared him insane because he accidentally murdered Kayleigh in the past. He could not accept the fact and tried to create his own fantasy about his journals and all that. Then, he realized that all of this happen because of him. Everything that affected the people around him and all the misfortunes were caused by him. When the doctor was talking to his mother, Jason asked her that can he borrow the video of his mother giving birth to him. That night, he sneaked out from his room and went to the doctor's office and watched the video. He went back to the past where his mother is giving birth to him. He IS INSIDE HIS MOTHER WOMB! He suffocate himself using his umbilical cord. At the end, he died and so was his 2 brothers before him. Which means that, he has 2 brothers before him and they all decided the same thing as he did which is suicide. Lastly, his mother give birth to a girl and all his childhood' friends turn out just fine and Kayleigh is happily married. Remember what the psychic told him? He is soulless and should never been born.

My comment:-
Every actions will have its own consequences and you decide your own future. Appreciate what you have and try to be someone worth it. Help others with good intentions and practices good behavior. Good things come to good people and vice versa. Emotional is really a good thing for a human being.

Free games to download:-

Recently I found out that many of us are having difficulty to download the latest games because most of it required payment before you get the link to download it. Well for now, i just found out this website that gives free download link for most latest games available. In Malaysia, as we all know that, the government has banned most websites that give out pirated games for free. When you click on the website such as www.piratebay.org , you will find that there is problem to load the page. The only website that I found that still usable and act as a medium to download files is through www.mediafire.com.

Even the most commonly known www.megaupload.com, also has been banned. In other words, if you want to download free games or something you must download it using torrent or if want to direct download, you need to use mediafire. Back to the topic, here is the website to download free games but I am not sure if it is working 100% because sometimes the .iso file is corrupt which prevent you from combine all the .iso files.

www.topfreepcgames.com

Mediafire gives you the file in .iso but compressed in .rar type. If you do not know what is .iso type try search at google Ultraiso then download it and install. The instructions are simple. To extract the .rar files you must use Winrar application. This also can be found using google ya. Then when you finish downloading all the .rar files, you must know how to combine it to create a single .iso file. Then you must mount that .iso file at your cddrive E: or others related to it.

Here is the link at youtube how to combine the .rar files. ->Link
Here is the link at youtube how to use the Iso thingy. ->Link
Here is the link to check whether the .iso file or the .rar file is broken. ->Link

I prefer to direct download cause it is more easy when you have Internet Download Manager, IDM. IDM basically let you download with higher speed and better it can pause or resume the download so whenever you are disconnected from the internet, you are still can resume your downloads. This also you must search for the right IDM cause now many of it must be paid before you can use it. The best of IDM that you can find is at youtube.

If you have further question feel free to ask whether through comments or my chatbox ya.

Endless:-

Currently I am not feeling very well as my cold getting worst and I am really dizzy but I try to write because I am tired with all the burdens that I carry. The truth is that my relationship with Mrs. Gucci is getting harder and harder as we move on longer. I do not know what happen to us lately. Everything seems not working with us. There is always something to argue about and in the end we both were hurt. I do not know what happen to me. I am not blaming anyone but then again why keep on saying I do. When I want to stop the fight, why there is something more and more to fight with.

All I can say is that, I never stop giving you my heart, my love and everything that you ever wanted and I hope it is enough for you. I do not know what else could you possibly want. Even though, my headache is getting worst but I still want to finish this so I hope you will read this. I did not call does not mean I forget you or I do not care about you, I do but due to some circumstances I prefer to text you. Appreciate everything that you have even the smallest thing that you own and stop asking for more than what you should have. Even it just a text message, I still show you how much I care about you. We should not have this fight and we can be OK as we always have. Please do not think that you are the only one that make all the sacrifices while I am just sitting there and watch you do all the things that we should do together.

I cannot continue cause I am very exhausted right now. Remember and remember the things we always say to each other, nevertheless forget what we had through these years, my love for you knows no boundaries but my soul and my life are not immortal, for the times I have and for the sins I committed I despise myself.

For the people that I have hurt and I have disappoint I am truly ashamed for you to call me a friend, lover and what so ever that you can call me. I am very sorry for everything and I wish I could turn back time so I wont hurt anyone else and just be alone as what I am deserved.

True love is letting she/he goes so he/she can be happier. Now I understand what it means actually.

This songs are for you to hear if you want:
1) Staind - So far away
2) Nickelback - So far away
3) Yellowcard - Only one

Click at the title of the songs to hear the songs.

Food Emulsifiers:-

Good day my dearest readers. Today I want to share some info's about food emulsifiers codes that start with E. Most of us have been confused whether this code represent pig fat or not. Thus, here are the links that I found can be trusted for Muslims and vegetarians.

This is not a virus, malware or what so ever links that you thought I would provide but it is a link that I searched for myself and I hope it would be helpful to you guys.

1st: Click here.

2st: Click here.

My comment:
As a Muslim, we must eat Halal food only and other than that will be considered
as illicit or Haram. We must uphold our religion and in other to do that, we can start by changing our daily food consumed according to our religion. I just realized this matter after one of my friends posted about this topic. So, i did my research for further information regarding this matter.

Lovesick over again:-

Today I am not feeling very well as I was dizzy last night. I think it was because I ate the wrong food or something. Well today I want to talk about love. I know maybe some of you might think that I am weird or a love-freak but this is my specialty. I love to watch other couples' reactions toward each other and I could sit all day long in a place where there is a lot of people. My hobby is I like to watch them cause it makes me happy as I sit there alone and watch them do their thing.

When I look at them, I realized that does not matter who you are, beauty or beast, there is always someone for you. Once, I went to Sunway Pyramid, I really enjoyed my time there cause I love to play ice skating and bowling. In fact, the reason I love to go there cause there are variety of couples including foreigners. So when i was walking around, I watched them, their attitude, the way they treat their love one, and other people that was walking passed me. We always heard that love is blind and it is true. When you are in love with someone, you will put aside their lack of something and you will look up at them.

It is a reality that even the most strongest man in earth will become soft-hearted when he is persuaded by a woman. It was meant to be that man and woman is dependent on each other. Love can also mean that you always there when they needed you the most but to show them that you care, think wisely what action should you carry out. One thing for sure, if he does not want to be disturb, just give him time a little bit.

Remember: Do not ever lose faith in your love one, does not matter what the outcomes, always believe that love is a very powerful feelings.

You must know that man's ego is very high and thus when he is being stubborn, just be there for him when he needed you. Example, there is someone whom I know that at one time, he was heading back to his room after finished his dinner with his friends. He just got back from a food stall and suddenly he felt dizzy and threw up a lot. He thought that it was food poisoning so he just sit next to the road until he can continue. Then his lover called him, he already informed her that he was sick and he can not answer her call for a while. This is where things getting harder.

She kept calling him while he was threw up. Even you want to show him that you care, do not be like this. So, he answered her call and they started to argue. He do not want to be disturb because he felt uncomfortable to answer her call while he was threw up thus he explained to her properly. He told her that she can call him back after he reached his room so she must be patient and should just wait but still, she kept calling him over and over again thinking that he was lying. She thought that my friend here was having a date or something because she heard girls' voices. He was sitting next to the road in his college so what do you expect? Many people are going through that road.

When he was at his rage, he gave his phone to his friends so that his girlfriend would believe him but better yet it was getting worst as his girlfriend started to change the topic and kept asking why he gave his phone to his friend and did not answer her question himself. HE DID! Lastly, he told her that please do not be a burden to him and she misinterpreted his words by thinking that he considered her to be a burden and he wanted to break up. Actually, when someone already told you honestly that he is not feeling well and does not want to have a conversation, respect him and just wait until he is OK.

Man will always find his woman back even he is at the top of his ego and still do not want to show that he yielded the fight. That is why in a fight, woman must believe that his man will still be together with her, just wait until he cools down a little bit moreover when they have been together since they can remember.

To felt in love and to be loved is a wonderful feelings and we must treasure it the most. Be grateful to god that because of these feelings we still have our humanity towards each other. With love, we can change many things from war to peace and from rage to forgiveness. Honestly, humans are always greedy once they have something, they always wanted more than what they should have. This is a reality and same goes to me..the difference is how you control your greediness and for that sometimes I failed...not sometimes I mean most of the time. I wish I could change myself to be someone better for me, and for everything that involved ME in it. Hopefully, one day I can be true to myself and the people that I know.

"I always remember the things you always forget", she always told me that and yet I still believe that we both remember the things that we both thought we have forgotten. +_+

My point of view:-

Now lets talk about something that I think is worth my time. My point of view regarding the people that I meet along my way of becoming an adult. There are many people that each one of them have their own unique traits. What I want to say is about the people I dislike in this case I call them 'AGAS'. 'AGAS' is a term that was created by most teens in our country to call a group of people which uncivilized based on their actions toward others.

Get the picture? Well lets take an example. When you are walking towards the mall or a place of attractions, do you notice a group of people that sit on a bench or sit anywhere that can be seated and just stare at you as you are walking along the way until you can no longer be seen by them? This is what we call 'AGAS'. In fact, these 'AGAS' will make loud noises that disturb others such as laughing or talking as loud as they can, criticize other people as they are passing by and so much more.

I am not a fashion police but in a mall where it is a place that are not too bright unlike outdoors with the scorching sun, do you need to wear those black sunglasses? Well if you have squinting eyes then I understand how you feel but for those 'AGAS', they thought that wearing those sunglasses will make them look matured and can be considered as adult. If your actions are childish and really irritating how will other people treat you differently.

Not all of the people that sit on the bench or any other places that can be seated and with groups are considered 'AGAS'. Yes that is true. Let me explain to you a little more about 'AGAS'.'AGAS' are mostly teens. You can differentiate them with other normal people based on their acts. Spit everywhere, create chaos and make loud noises, stare at other people until they feel uncomfortable better yet get drunk in public.

When i was younger, most 'AGAS' are ashamed to do these kind of actions in public but nowadays these type of people are bold enough to show their rebellion against the law and civics's rights but what can I say, as the world are moving towards high-tech era so does the population of this world. Eastern people are known for their courteous and polite manners but as you can see almost most of us have forgotten our identity as eastern people.

When you treat others politely, who knows you might help them ease their stressful days from their hustle and bustle lives. Do not take something for granted but try to appreciate everything that you have and treasure them as you will lose them tomorrow.

Something to Remember:- do not fake your feelings and pretend that you are OK while you are not. Express your feelings and be a bad actor or actress. You will feel a lot better that you still have the feelings to cry, to be sad, to get angry, to be happy. Once you lose one of these, you will miss it even more and wish you could have it back.

Total MAKEOVER!

Try To Listen and Understand (@_@)

Right now, i am lying on my bed while studying for my final exam which is tomorrow! And yet i can still blogging and listening to my favorite songs on this net book.

What i am going to talk about today is the total makeover of this blog. I created this blog as a place where me and other people can express their thoughts and feelings and why i created this blog using English language. Simple ; i want this blog to be known worldwide. I know some of you might laugh of what i just said but that is my goal for creating this blog. This does not means that i forget my own language which is Malay but someone once told me that, if you can be proficient three languages which are Malay, English and Chinese and you are also an expert of IT then you can control the world.

For that, I use English as my Linguafranca which is the main language for this blog as a practice for me to improve my English. So, if i make a mistake, do tell ya?

Back to the topic, this total makeover is because moments ago some of my friends told me, indeed it were good comments they gave me regarding about my blog which is dull and boring. With open arms and clear mind, i accepted what they told me so i try to improve my blog to be more fascinating and attractive. In order to do that, i need YOU dearest readers to give feedback which part that i am lacking with. This makeover is not yet complete, so let us not keep our hopes too high ya? :)

Work hard needs sacrifice

Hello FOLKS!

Now it is 02.01 am and i am still wide awake because tomorrow, I mean today i have a mathematics quiz. Today I want to talk about sacrifices. In order to study hard, i have to spend a lot of my time to revise on my subjects and because of that I did not spend my time with my love one. Maybe she is hurt because of this but I hope that she could understand that I am not like her.

Why? First of all, I am unreliable in managing my free time. My concept is go with the flow. If I have the mood to study then I will study.

Meanwhile, even tough she is studying she still can perform multi-tasking which are texting with me and studying. Unlike me, I can not focus on two things at once. I hope she can understand why i am busy. In other words, nothing comes cheap. In order to get something, you need to give up on something but even doing so, you must know how to really achieve what you have targeted.

That is all for now, I want to continue my study again :D

How to download videos from youtube

HELLO THERE :D

The most effective method is using IDM ( Internet Download Manager ) but to find the free version of idm is quite difficult. I only have the old version of IDM and it does not suite the new version of Firefox, IE, or even Google. There is another way which allows you to download videos from youtube without using other websites or software. It is because that when the video is buffering it actually downloading the video into your computer and it is saved into one of your computer's folder. After you found it, you must rename it to change the type of that video in .mp4 or .flv type.

Currently i am using this website to download videos from youtube. JUST CLICK THE "NO THANKS" BUTTON TO CONTINUE DOWNLOADING YOUR VIDEO. All you have to do is just copy the URL of the video at the address bar and then paste in it the column of video URL in that website. After that, you just gotta choose your desired video's format. It is better to choose .Flv format and find a video that is HD so combine these two things will give you more fantastic video's quality.

I hope these might helps those who are searching ways to download video from youtube.

Im Here without YOU baby...

Today i received a text message from a friend of my love, she sent me a note that was written by my love. Since the day i step foot in this place i have become a monster to her and yet she stood there waiting for me. This post is the least i can do to show her that i still have her heart inside of me. I am truly apologize because i make you cry, i make you sick and i did not know that you have that kind of disease. Why wont you tell me!!!

I am very sorry because i did not do what i have promised you and i am very sorry for everything that i done. I want you to know that i still loving you just the way you are and i did not hate you! I hope you will get better soon enough because it is almost Hari Raya and we promised that we will celebrate this Raya together right? To tell you the truth you are way better than me. You are the 1st person that i met that truly understand me and yet still keep on standing beside me. That is the reason why i gave me heart to you and i wish you would never return it back to me.

I pray that you getting well everyday, i pray that you will be happy each day and eventually i pray that i could be the best to you even i know that i sometimes become a monster to you. I hope you read this i hope you know that does not matter what monster have i became, i am the monster that keeps on loving you and keeps on waiting for you. I promised you that there will be a day where i will become everything that you always wanted and will make you happy without anymore mistakes.

Do you remember this song? This song is truly for you. I am very sorry dear for everything that i caused. I can speak a lot but i can done so much less. I regret for being myself and i wish i could turn back time and just be Mr.Raen that you always know. I try to be like that again dear. i promised.. I love you always Gucci a.k.a Mrs. Raen because with you i will stand for all events and hold your hands. You know and you always know that i love you, i love you all along, i miss you, so far away too far to long.

Keeps on living dear please i beg you.. keeps on moving and keeps on loving... im here. I AM HERE FOR YOU! Hold on to me never let me go...

Miss YOU bloggy!

As-SALAM to my muslims readers and peace be upon you to others.

Hello there my dearest readers. I am very for rarely.....erm...i mean totally did not online after so many months. It is because that after my biggest exam which was Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia ( SPM ), I hardly spent my free time to pamper myself or spend times with my family. I really regret that I did not spend most of my times with my family.. SOB SOB T_T.

Well right now i have furthered my studies in University which is UiTM. Before that, I got to make choice whether to continue my study at Matrix Negeri Sembilan or at private universities. Then again, if i go to private university, the expenses are quite expensive and my family is not handsomely rich unlike most of my friend. In fact, when i was doing my research, i found that nowadays most companies look forward to UiTM's graduates more than private universities.

As you all know, major private universities certificate are qualified outside Malaysia such as Singapore. So if you guys have further your studies in private U better you try to success and then go abroad to other countries outside of Malaysia ya. If you are lucky and hardworking im sure you can perform well does not matter where you are. Well that's all folks. I will tell more stories again. Now i need to sleep >_<

To those lovers out there,

I wrote this.. for tonight... because this is what happen to me..

When you love someone, there's no need for excuses just to say i love you.

When you love someone, don't ever listen to what other people say, some are jealous of you while some just want to help you.In fact, just listen to what your heart tells you.

When you love someone, don't ever, i mean NEVER compare your love one among the other person. Its a sensitive issue.

When you love someone, don't ever fall for other person even though they are better than you love one. They will do anything just to break you guys up. Remember that.

When you love someone, please do forgive and forget. It is the right thing to do. 1st rule, don't ever give excuses for loving someone so doesn't matter what mistakes they have done, just embrace them and move on together.

When you love someone, sometimes you must control the situation in order to stop unwanted circumstances. Sometimes being childish is also a good thing to lighten up the atmosphere.

When you love someone, try not to critics or condemn a lot will ya. Just give a hint so they will know on their own. this is not what i want to write..

Life is Precious

Actually i don't know what am i going to talk about today but... here goes...

Why do we love someone? Why do we feel interested with someone whom that attract us? These feeling called love is so magical and yet full of mystery. Why? Because when we love someone, we will gradually change whether for the better or for worst. I know some of my friends that are really in love with their partner and they done so many things to impress their love one. One buy expensive gifts, one just go with the flow and buy what he can afford and the other just let their partner do their thing. Actually when we truly love someone we accept them for who they are and not what they pretend. I don't know if i already wrote about this cause i am too lazy to check my own blog ;) Teehee ( niga higa trademark ).

If you did not satisfied with your love behavior or actions, just come clean and tell them honestly. Honesty is the best policy am i right? Do remember this my friend, do not let your love one go for someone that you like because that someone you like will leave you for their love one. Understand? XD.. You know, maybe they will get angry because of you being too honest but they will accept your critics or your feedback sooner or later. That is the magical thingy of loving someone. Of course, when you are in a discussion make sure that you guys can talk with open mind and not being stubborn or selfish. Let both of you talk and one must know when to give up or admit fault.
DO NOT, I REPEAT DO NOT DRAG YOUR PROBLEMS FURTHER OR LONGER. IN OTHER WORDS, SOLVE THEM AS FAST AS YOU CAN!

When one makes a mistake, try to stick with forgive and forget concept. You love someone, does you need an excuse for not loving them? Doesn't matter how big or small your problem is, there will always be a solution. Break up is just a stupid thing to do. I hate it when i see my friends, some and not most of them ya, they break up because of small things such as jealousy, lying or what so ever. Please think rationally, if and only if their excuses are acceptable why should you be so hard-headed by unforgiving them? Love is beautiful my friend. With love we can be anything that we want. Appreciate it while you can. Appreciate your life, your family, you friends, your love one and your money of course XD ( just kidding ). Anyway this is far i can write for today. Remember, every actions there will be consequences but every mistakes there are always forgiveness.

Thanks to Gucci for helping me realize all my mistakes and yet still accept me for what i am.

New Year Eve

I am sorry my friend for i have been busy these past few months. As you all know, 2010 was my final school year and its my biggest exam in my life. To tell you the truth, i don't know what my results will be because they ( the ministry of education ) changed our exams format. Most of use faced difficulty and hardships when answering the papers. I know we all have done our best so lets just pray that we will pass with flying colors. Now lets get to the point.

FAREWELL 2010 HERE COMES 2011 !! XD

So this year i have set a few goals that i must achieve before continuing my studies at university. What they are you might ask? Well :
1) I must learn Japanese language
2) I must finish my computer programming course and my Microsoft course so i will get the certificates.
3) I want to bodybuilding as right now im too skinny. Sob sob T_T
4) Last but not least, i want to become pro in bowling.

Hahaha i know its funny but these are my goals that i must achieve! Right now, number 2 and number 4 are already on the way while number 1 and number 3 still have some problems.To buff up my body, i need to eat breakfast in large amount but healthy meals while on the afternoon and during dinner i just need to eat a little. For your info, i didn't get enough sleep and it's hard for me to eat breakfast in large amount. So it takes some time for me to achieve number 3. Well number 1, i still learning so im still a newbie hahaha.

Anyway, 2011, usually teens that same age as me will work to earn more money but me, i just stay home and online all day long. My father didn't allow me to work, as i should keep on study and learn more important things. I must enjoy my freedom for now. If in university, i will focus 100% on my studies. That's all for now guys...and girls as im too tired to write more. This evening i went to the bowling alley and play a few games. Luckily, i got 201 in my last game. That is my score. Now my body must bear the pain. I hope that, i can spend more time with friends and my love one.

That's all for now. Enjoy your day guys and do appreciate what you have in life. Who knows you will lose it one day.