What my Heart once Held & Ceased to Tell: Regret:-

Good day peeps and Salam to my Muslims' brothers and sisters. This fasting month I am sure many of you are excited for the upcoming Hari Raya. Have you guys bought your Baju Raya? I am sure I have :D.

Anyway today I am gonna share a bit about myself again. Well it is my blog...right? XD Ermm well actually I have lost for a while. It's kindda weird when at one time you have all the ideas that you want to share but then when you have the chance to share it, you have no idea what are you gonna say. Ok as appetizers I am gonna share you some feedback I received from my friends and readers. Many of my friends asked me why does my posts mostly in English. Simple,my aim is nationwide readers. Hahahaha I know it is funny but that's the thing. I want my posts to be read by all the people in this world and who knows one day I will be rich and famous. I hope that my post might help others to think differently about this world, about their lives and how they see life. I dont care about what other people said about my blog, I take them as compliments and lessons for me to improve. I love to speak in English as I said in my previous posts. Whenever you write in English, the meaning can be diverse and it is hard for people to interpret what you are actually saying so they need to understand a bit more and focus on what you have said. Aren't that FUN! :D

By the way, you guys might noticed my blog is simple and maybe outdated, old fashioned or what so ever but the thing about me is that, I prefer to live old school style because I really miss the old days, I live by the memories of the past so my presents will still be my past and my future will cherish my past and have a bit of it.

Life tips my friend, never put your trust in someone unless he or she is your family. Never ever truly trust someone until they become part of your life. People is good with words but not many can stick to what they said. I admit I am one of them. :(

Based on my experiences, I noticed that people tend to forget those who are always there with them through ups and downs when they have met new friends but I AM NOT LIKE THAT! The thing that's really hurts me is when I am trying to be the best friend ever but then my friends treat me completely the other way around. Most of them will find me whenever they need something or when they are lonely. Perhaps....this is my what I should deserve for all the Sinsthat I had committed. Doesn't matter how far I go, I would never escape my pasts.

I used to be a carefree person until one day, I become more sensitive from time to time. It really hurts when there is no term for "friend in need is the best friend indeed".

Sometimes I get jealous whenever I see some of my friends that have friends-forever type of friends. Get it? :D

I am still thankful for having such good friends even they are not as many as other people have.

p/s: Sorry for many grammatical errors. I am still improving my English and hopefully I can be more fluent to speak and write in this magnificent language :)